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Well here we go again.....Another girl that played me, another girl that I liked, another girl I still like.. When will this end? Why me? is this really what I get in return for being a decent person? 6 months, I have been totally miserable, all the clothes I bought like 3 months ago are all now to big.. I am down like 20lbs from hardly ever eating.. I haven't spoken to any of my friends in weeks. Why me? This has been the longest winter I have ever weathered, and I'm glad that it is over. I hope things start looking up soon, I don't know how much more of this I can take. I can't even fall asleep anymore, sleeping pills just flat out do not work anymore. The one thing I had where I can just go and not need to think about any of this is now basically been taken from me as well. I have lost interest in basically everything I was interested in before..... I can barely play my guitar anymore, I don't even want to get up to work out, My Xbox is collecting dust, my friends seem to have forgotten about me. I sit here, with nothing, just my own thoughts, and sadness......
Well here we go again.....Another girl that played me, another girl that I liked, another girl I still like.. When will this end? Why me? is this really what I get in return for being a decent person? 6 months, I have been totally miserable, all the clothes I bought like 3 months ago are all now to big.. I am down like 20lbs from hardly ever eating.. I haven't spoken to any of my friends in weeks. Why me? This has been the longest winter I have ever weathered, and I'm glad that it is over. I hope things start looking up soon, I don't know how much more of this I can take. I can't even fall asleep anymore, sleeping pills just flat out do not work anymore. The one thing I had where I can just go and not need to think about any of this is now basically been taken from me as well. I have lost interest in basically everything I was interested in before..... I can barely play my guitar anymore, I don't even want to get up to work out, My Xbox is collecting dust, my friends seem to have forgotten about me. I sit here, with nothing, just my own thoughts, and sadness......
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